Bloody Heaven

Hi! Candra here!!

These last few days, My Haruhiism meter increasing rapidly. I've finished reading "The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi" a long time ago. So, I continue with "The sighs of Suzumiya Haruhi" and "The Boredom of Suzumiya Haruhi". Currently, I'm reading "The Disappearance of Suzumiya Haruhi". It was great, the story never lose it's charm. My favorite part was Haruhi logic in the Tanabata Festival.

"Do you know who it is that grants people wishes on Tanabata? Orihime and Hikoboshi. Then, do you know which stars Orihime and Hikoboshi are referring to? Alpha Lyrae and Alpha Aquilae. Let me explain. There's no way we could travel faster than the speed of light, according to the Special Theory of Relativity. Just to let you know. The distance between the Earth and the Alpha Lyrae and Alpha Aquila are twenty-five and sixteen light-years respectively. This means it would take twenty-five years and sixteen years to send a message from Earth to those stars. These are the facts - you get it? So this would equal the time required for a god to receive our wishes, right? We would have to wait for that long in order to get our wishes granted. So write down what you would wish for in twenty-five or sixteen years' time! Writing wishes like 'I wish to have a hunk of a boyfriend by next Christmas!' is not going to work, because the wish won't be granted on time!"

Idiotically hillarious

I'm revising my work with my teammate right now. So far no problem occurred except that the deadline is tomorrow. Aaah.. so busy these day. But why in this busyness, I made gif animation of Ciel.

Stupid me.

I feel so bored recently (yeah, I'm happy a couple days ago), but somehow, I don't know, I feel as though I'm alone in this world. Even though I'm still chatting with my friend, sending SMS, and so on, but It's like there is no point in the conversation at all. not because it's bored, but there is something missing there. Something that I don't know what it is. So far, I'm able to resist this urge to angry, but well, I still need something to get rid of this boredom.

I'm beginning to understand more about real-life-work. It's begin with an assignment to analyze how a drugstore information system work. At first, I tough, Oh, I'm just go to that place and ask for a time to interview, and what we need just a piece of paper saying that we really from the university. But it turn out that we must make some proposal to explain what will we do and what the benefit for them.

Life is not that simple.

Most of my friends(and most of Indonesian) prefer other site(a.k.a Friendster) more than Live Journal which make this journal a bit boring without reply. Only a few people that I know using live journal and listed as my friends. They, like me, a bit lazy to post something other than rambling. 'til today, I still don't know what should I write here anymore an just following what I'm thinking at that time. If only they know that that site has become less and less popular in its home country. So, basically, they follow outdated trend. But in Indonesia, its not that outdated, probably not yet.

This post has become more and more confusing. This is the result of writing one sentence every 5 minutes. Oh well, at least its readable.

I played it recently. Pretty interesting but such a resource eater. Reminds me to upgrade my 7 years old PC. There is some trend lately to extend your CPU performance rapidly. Making old PC seems older than it looks. Maybe this just my selfish reason of hardware and software development. But I'm sure most of it was true.

I've got this anime yesterday. Well, I like the cover at first and just wanna try something new. In the beginning, I'm bored of the story, that because I don't like a romance story. But the suspense begin at the end of that episode. For a murder-suspense lover, this is a good anime. I only get 8 episodes, tough. Is anyone have a link for it?

I saw someone from the Beast Lair Forum Have signature like this(I edited it to my liking)

"I am the core of my computer
IC is my body, and Internet is my blood.
I have posted over a thousand words
Unknown to Log off
Nor known to login
Have withstood flames to write down many lines
Yet those words will never mean anything
So as I type, Unlimited Text Works."

Its interesting. I've seen others with curry theme.

Aah, a peaceful day today. No rain, no homework, and I have 4 hours free slots to download some doujinshi of Tsukihime and Suzumiya Haruhi. I get those doujin from a site called Gaku-Gaku Animal Land. A starange name indeed. I remember its the title of ending(Though not official, Ciel says it if you take her Lesson) in Tsukihime when Shiki get eaten by Nrv..(I forgot the name of that 666 Beast, Nrvqvr?). Oh yes, I got all the song of Melty Blood: Act Cadenza. Only 5 out of 26 that i take.

I finished it in my holiday. It's the reason I buy ps2, cause I heard the 3rd and 4th one isn't as good as it's prequel. Suikoden V has a good story, good music, good gameplay and good artwork. I really can't say anything bad about it. But thats because I'm a Suikoden fan.
Eh..Wait, one thing I don't like is why should (someone) who has good death scene should live again with a rather disappointing scene. IMO it really unimportant(Sorry for the fans).

First thing first. Lately, heavy rain poured from the sky often. That makes some areas in Jakarta flooding. Not in my place tough. The water level in some places even reach 3 meters. It's because of continuous rain that pour almost everyday here. Fortunately, My housing complex located rather high. It even higher than the airport. Today Its raining again, but looks like it won't last long.

Since the earthquake that damaging the fiber optic cable in Taiwan, Internet connection in Indonesia was much slower than usual. But it's just for a weeks and has recovered last week if I'm not wrong. I busy played Suikoden V and FFXII that makes Internet not as interesting as before.

Almost forgot. My friend gave me Tsukihime game that I ask him to get for me. Very Late. But It's not a problem as long as I get it. But he forgot to put the music, that's the problem. Aaargh, I must get it by myself. Looks like the link still active. Time to download.

Bye

Something interesting happened again when I go home from campus. Yesterday, I forgot to bring my wallet. since my tank still pretty full, I didn't realize it until lunch. But I'm busy doing my homework anyway, beside that, there is still software project to add. But I've finished my part, so, It doesn't matter. When I go home, I go together with my friend since the place where she take her bus are not so far from my way anyway. That time, suddenly my tire feels weird. So, I stop to check it. Then I realize It has wear out. I feel bad for my friend since she's waiting for me and even lent me money for the inner tire. well, I pay for her next time.

One thing,why I always forgot some English word and confuse it with other word? Since English is not my native language and no one bother to speak in English, I rarely used it except in forum. But the forgotten word sometime so ridiculous. I remember "transcription" but forgot "plate"?

yesterday, when I go home, I'm stuck in a traffic jam. Its pretty late that time and I'm sleepy. Then, some drops of water beginning to pour down from the sky. Hey, traffic jam and rain is not a suitable couple. Thank god it suddenly stop before getting big. but the problem is this traffic. It usually not this bad. After struggling in the road for about an hour, I knew whats the problem. The river was flooding the road b'coz of the previous rain. some bike afraid to cross it not only afraid of the flood but also the current is a bit strong. But Its just about 7 inch. whats to be afraid of? I just realize the answer this morning.

My bike is so damn dirty.
Hmm looks like I've been participating in an off road rally.^^

Is this just my copy file or there is really kyon name here?

Anybody knows?
BTW, It's from Eps 1
( kyon name )

My homework now is make some GUI-based Image processing. It's just to chage RGB, and I got the tutorial about it. The next one is to make financial system for my college. The problem is, I can't contact my client to talk about the detail. Since most of the detail has been clear, It doesn't matter actually. But code a system to generate table without knowing the input file is just weird.

And.. what else to talk?

Oh yeah, I havn't wash my bik lately. It looks a bit dirty but I don't want to wash it coz the last time I wash it it get dirty again the day after.

Long time not post here. So many post I havn't read. but I can't read it all coz I'm frozen here.

I'm usually not interested in music, but when I heard the song in Suzumiya Haruhi(When she help in the concert), It's like, wow, she could sang too and its very good. So I looking for the mp3 file and I got it yestrday. I listen it last night and wow, the music quality is even better in mp3.

Last monday, I saw Tsukihime patch is finished, but I don't have the game. Therefore, I ask my friend to D/L it 4 me since it's in torrent and the server in my college blocked torrent. And today, I ask him about that, and he says that he has D/L it but the file still in his computer office and he can't take it home. So, basically, It's the same wheter I ask him or not. LOL

It's finally rainy season. When summer, it's very hot in the afternoon. Especially when I ride my motorcycle(I can't drive cars) the heat could possibly kill me. Now, It's colder but why must it rain everyday? It makes my bike dirty.

There are strange rain yesterday. when I go home, It started to rain. So, I wait for a while till it's stop then I go home. On the way home, it started to rain again, so i find some shelter and wait. After it stop, I'm going home again. And guess what happen next? It's started to rain again. I've totally soaked when I found a shelter. Coz of the strange rain before, I've decided to eat something while waiting till it TOTALLY STOP. After there is totally no single drops of water, I continued my journey home. But why does it rain again and even heavier than before? It pissed me off. After I secure my external harddisk, I drive my bike in high speed under the havy rain. It feels so good to drive acros the rain like that. Only I caught flu this morning. But it gets better after some internet surfing.

I'm Back. After 4 days in central Java, at last I'm arrive in Jakarta. So, how does it it? Anyone miss me?

It's not that bad in my grandpa's place. that place is huge surrounded by manggo trees. I bring about 60 piece of it here. Now how could I finish it?

Coz I'm the only one who take computer as my major, every time I go there they ask me to check their computer(without internet). Just some registry cleaner and virus scanning. After that we chat about the last few month event coz we only meet every semester break.

One more thing. In Solo, their welcome sign says "Welcome to Solo, the spirit of Java"^_^